Well for the last two days i have had such a bad headache its been driving me mad.. been in bed most of the time.  watched some poop telly and i must say i hate that stupid woolite adverts ahhhhhh sort the voice overs out and make it actually look like the fabric is ripping....

and if you have a problem with me or what i have done please tell me i can't read your mind and things don't just go away because you ignore them.

i made a mistake i am sorry but aparently there is friction between us....??? if there is then just bloody tell me can't be bothered to be playing guessing games.

sunday was one of  the funniest days i have had in a long time first of all the boys one 9-1 to win the league then we had such a laugh down the pub. karaoke .... russell & stevie singing barbie girl.... elmo's new name "helmet" , blake and russell singing teletubbies (well russell singing it and blake dancing)  and then blake singing ' the scum song'. some things merv said were just classics. andy actually talking lol and getting really pissed and telling me he once peed in his mum's new computer tower.lol what a fun day we all had.

so  have my 4d scan on sunday and i can't wait i am so nosey i can't wait to see what he is doing in there... nearly 28 weeks i can't believe it ......eeeeeeeeee 

how things change...

i have come to realise that i have really grown up.... after Saturday night at the reunion it really did become clear. some people still have the mental age of a 15 year old and that i really haven't.

taking the piss out of people for  doing what they do is just imarture and stupid. everyone has there own life and there own way of living. i have so much respect for people that can stand up in front of people who were so horrid to them at school and sing there hearts out... good on you for being you and not letting anyone bring you down.  these are the people that will do well in life the people that can let the past be the past and move on. xx

on another note....... i was lying in bed last night and was thinking about the fact that i actually have a small human growing inside my belly. i know that sounds strange because its obvious i am pregnant but it really is amazing how he got there and how my body has changed for him. and that in 14 weeks and 4 days he might be here. and like i said to blake last night my best thing in the world is being a mummy to him and his little brother  and it makes me smile everyday. i love my life and i would never what to change a single thing about it. 

for once i am 100% happy and that coming from me is amazing.

well i am off to mums today to chill out and chat... and eat yummy food he he

yukky

i feel yukky today... my throat is hurting and my pelvis is hurting too. my bump is getting bigger and bigger and i love it... 

 i m going to my school reunion on saturday which should be good.. still don't know what to wear but hey ho i am sure i will find something.

lucy is coming round straight from work so we can get ready. 

i will be 25 weeks on sunday and i can't believe it its going so fast won't be long and he will be here he he. 

i still feel like i need to go and get baby bits which i have not done yet. and i just want babies room done so i can go and fold and re fold clothes..   i love being pregnant x x 

my blakey

lost his second tooth on monday night and swollowed it lol.... all day we had been trying to get it to come out and then at dinner time it does and it goes in his belly... he still got his money from the tooth fairy  as she will get it when it comes out the other end he he.

we also have a new member of the family bowser the Gerbil. He is so lovely. they really do make great pets they are clean, friendly live for about 5 years and can be tamed.  got to get him some sand as they like to clean them self in it. 

i have never owned a gerbil before but they seems such good pets and another good thing they are more active in the day then at night... no silly chewing  and going around a wheel for 4 hours  in the night like hampsters. 

last night floyd felt baby do one of those huge kicks he does he was shock at how strong he is, i love him kicking and moving around it really is amazing...

baby blue

i am so happy we are having another boy, blake is such a pleasure and i know that this bubba is going to be has lovely as blakey.

i have had a few people ask me if i am disapointed that i am not having a girl  and asking if i am going to try for a girl...... to be honest i have not taken these comments lightly i am so happy that i have a healthy lively little boy who is going to be an added star to my family. i really didn't mind either way as long as babes was all ok thats all that mattered.

i just want to go out and a buy baby stuff i am really nesting. but i have know where to put anything.  i am loving being pregnant my bump is just  amazing its huge he he....

on another note i am really disapointed at the lack of interest that a certain person has had...... are you bothered are you happy for us .... i really don't know anymore. i would love to be able to share such a happy moment in my life with you but your lack of  interest is bothering me.

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baby

went and mett with my midwife today. all is good my blood pressure is fine and baby has a really good strong heart beat 160bpm. some say that if the heart beat is over 140 then its a girl?
but i think that that is just old wives tales. well we will find out next week woo hoo can't wait.

it so dull outside i just want to curl up with a hot chocolate and watch dirty dancing?
feeling really good at the mo still sleepy but good. can't wait for baby to be here 20 weeks to go and counting lol.

time is flying

well christmas was amazing, me and dad did a great christmas dinner it was so good that i think i want to cook it again next year.. and it will be babies first christmas he he.
so we did christmas day,boxing day and new year so i am still catching up on sleep it seems.

blakes wii is soooooo good he loves it and so do we.......

and baby is getting big now i am 20 weeks this weekend and it has flied by. really been kicking and moving loads. the first kick was on christmas day which was a lovely christmas pressie. really don't know if i am having a girl or boy.... first i thought girl now i just don't know. scan on the 30th so i will know then i hope.
Feeling good and happy at the mo. had a fab day with my sis today its nice to be sisters and best friends too x she is just a older version of me and i think thats why we get on so well... love her so much it might sound yucky to some. but iam happy and proud to say she is my sister and that i love her x x