what a week

well so far things have been pretty poop...

floyd was told on friday that he would have no work this week which is worring because the mortgage is due out the weekend so we are pretty much buggered.

and to top it off i think my push chair is broke but it up this morning put sonny in it and it collapsed. so the whole way to school i had to keep clicking it in too place. and every time i went up a curb it went completely. arrrr so annoying.

luck yeah right 

feel sorry for him

i was talking to dad yesterday about the fact that sonny's birthday will always fall at glastonbury time like for instance. this year his birthday is the tuesday the day everyone normally leaves to go. and when it comes round again the weekend of the 21-23 like it normally is no one will be here for his birthday.

and to be honest me taking him is just not a opsion. he is far too young and just would not be practical.

 and i don't really feel like i am part of the glastonbury gang anymore. i am just not involved. 

oh well it was fun whilst it lasted but it looks like the end now.  not that i think anyone will be bothered if i go or not. i am just not part of it anymore.

update

well i still have not  blogged for ages i have just bee so busy and the thought has not crossed my mind.

i am going to start a new blog just about my diet plans i think if i blog everyday about what i am eating and exercising it will help me stay on track. everything is going on the diet blog the good days and the bad days. 

had a fab Christmas it was busy but that's just what chrimbo is like.and now that Blake's birthday has come and gone i can start to think about me a little bit and what i want to do this year. 

i am not setting no new years resolution or anything like that i am going to take my time and enjoying doing things i love. a no bullshit year i think. no excuses.

i do think i am too hard on myself some times and i have come to realise that things do chance when you have children. i am who i am and that's it.