Wednesday 27 February 2008

how things change...

i have come to realise that i have really grown up.... after Saturday night at the reunion it really did become clear. some people still have the mental age of a 15 year old and that i really haven't.
taking the piss out of people for  doing what they do is just imarture and stupid. everyone has there own life and there own way of living. i have so much respect for people that can stand up in front of people who were so horrid to them at school and sing there hearts out... good on you for being you and not letting anyone bring you down.  these are the people that will do well in life the people that can let the past be the past and move on. xx

on another note....... i was lying in bed last night and was thinking about the fact that i actually have a small human growing inside my belly. i know that sounds strange because its obvious i am pregnant but it really is amazing how he got there and how my body has changed for him. and that in 14 weeks and 4 days he might be here. and like i said to blake last night my best thing in the world is being a mummy to him and his little brother  and it makes me smile everyday. i love my life and i would never what to change a single thing about it. 
for once i am 100% happy and that coming from me is amazing.
well i am off to mums today to chill out and chat... and eat yummy food he he

1 comment:

Cara said...

Hi ruth ive not been to any reunions couldn't imagine it but it's true some people just dont change. I must see your bump soon I cant believe you have only got 14 weeks and 4 days your pregnancy has gone so fast amazing, have fun at your mum's and happy mothers day !! love from cara XX