update... a big one

i can't believe i am 26 weeks pregnant already its gone so quick. she is such a mover i love it. this pregnancy has been so different from the last. not just being bigger this time and having sickness. i just can't stop drinking juice, my back has been so bad that some evenings i can't even walk without looking like a old lady.
and my pelvis feels like its been kicked 300 times a day.
but i am not complaining because in 14 weeks i will have a lovely little girl and i can't wait.
the house is moving on nicely i actually got to look upstairs for the first time in ages yesterday and it now really looks like a house all the woodwork for the walls is up so i can now see the room sizes and get an idea where things are going to go.
pleased we are using the room that was going to be a garage as a playroom/ utility room and now we still have a office/crafty room. think the playroom will make so much difference.
we have had our kitchen designed and can't wait to have a normal kitchen... very excited about the house and sometimes feel like pinching my self can't believe we are doing it.

on Tuesday my little hunk was 8 i can't believe it he is growing up so quick. i am so proud of him.


we had a fab Christmas apart from a few things which were pafetic and hopefully now i can move on and not fill the way i did anymore. just happy that i got a back bone for once on a issue that was well over due to be said. well enough on that moving on.
but the boys had a lovely time and got some lovely gifts.
have decided that this years Christmas will just be us 5 in our lovely new house. we will see the people that want too see us but i just want a nice quiet one this time. babies first Christmas and the first in our new house. yay. what a year 2010 is going to be...

sonny is just fab he makes me laugh so much he is amazing. he doesn't stop and he keeps me on my toes but i love it. he has a wicked personality and i would not change him for anything.
Blake and sonny have such a great relationship watching them makes me so proud.

very happy at the mo. have no complaints

wow what a few months

will be 20 weeks pregnant on Friday and i can't wait to meet our new member of the family. i have had a different pregnancy this time with morning sickness and my sense of smell has gone up, my bump seems massive this time and its really sticky outy.. but i am now at that nice time in pregnancy and feel full of life.
we have our scan on Tuesday so i am really looking forward to seeing our baby again.
the house is getting there soon to have windows and doors so i am very happy with that.

there have been a few ups and downs lately but i know i should not let them get to me but they do things change and sometimes you have to learn to let go and see what path life takes you down, and i truly believe that one day things might get back to how they were but for now i just have to accept that things are the way they are. from one month to the next i don't know where i stand and i now i don't know what to say and i don't think i can bring myself to start talking about it because i don't think it will change. all i want is for people to be happy for me and my family and to accept that i am moving on and i am happy and i am not always going to be that person that people pertained me to be. i am very proud of what we have done and how we went from days where we didn't even have enough money for a pint of milk to turning our life around and getting somewhere in life. and nobody is going to bring me down for feeling happy about my life.....enough said


Blake is really settled in his new school. He is top of the class in maths and moving up in his reading really quickly i am very proud of him. his football is going well and he still loves it.

sonny is amazing he is in too everything but so funny and clever and gives the best cuddles. i can't believe he is 17 months its flown by. poor little monkey had chicken pox a few weeks back but he is doing fine now just a few scabs left.

well my fingers are dead so i am going to carry this on tomorrow

have not blogged it for a while

Well i can't believe my little man is one this month the time and just gone so quick. 

i have so much going on in my life at the moment , driving, selling my house and  building a house. Sonny's 1st birthday, Blake changing schools.

first off i just want to be driving now and after a few set back's once again its now the end of the month. but my little boy being really unwell was my first concern.

my bungalow is now on right move an i do fill sad its been my home for 5 years and we have spent so much time and money making it our own. i love this place but its just a stepping stone ...

well everything with the build is going really well. we own the land and are now ready to build we have brought a caravan. and it won't be long and we will be living in maylandsea.

its going to be hard work but so worth it... when me and hunky family are sitting on our decking looking at our lovely big garden and the boats  and lovely blue sky i will look back and know its all been worth it.

it's all coming together  yay

 

beautiful lyrics... elbow puncture repair

I leaned on you today
I regularly hurt but never say
I nearly wore the window through
Where was air sea rescue?
The cavalry with tea and sympathy
You were there
Puncture repair

I leaned on you today
I regularly hurt but never say
You patched me up and sent me on my way
I leaned on you today

on the move

Sonny is now crawling. for week's now he has been trying getting the hump and crying. But this morning he did it and now he just wont stop... the word NO has come in too force a lot today.

He got from the living room to the kitchen to Blake's room and found Blake's go go's ... oh dear think this is the start.

but i am not moving stuff well if its dangerous then yeah i will move it but he will learn not to touch well i hope he will.

got to say i did have a few tears this morning about it its amazing how quick its gone . when did my baby go from being a newborn to a crawler lol... but right now he is falling asleep with a bottle of milk and looks like a little baby got to cherish every moment time is a valuable thing......

hello cupcakes

i just want to make cupcakes and after only a little bit of searching i have found some amazing cupcakes... god if only i could make one's like this lady  www.flickr.com:photos:65668398

Brothers

After have a nice brothers pear cider like i always do i read the labels ... shampoo bottles,lotions you name it i read the label.... but this one by far was the best and it gave me a moment and only those people that have been to glasto would understand..... it said

Brothers Drinks have been a feature of Glastonbury

festival since 1995. it has taken four brothers and 14

generations of cider makes to create this uniquely 

satisfying cider.

Enjoy chilled,over ice or in a muddy field.

love it